New Delhi, Aug 26 - Only when you are in public life do you get to wrestle with your soul, Bharatiya Janata Party (BJP) leader Arun Shourie, in the eye of a raging political storm for his criticism of the party and its leadership, said while quoting Mahatma Gandhi.

'Each new solution leads to a new conundrum. Only when you are in public life do you get an opportunity to wrestle with your soul,' Shourie said Tuesday evening, quoting Mahatma Gandhi by whom he had been 'deeply inspired'.

The MP appeared unfazed by the controversy he had triggered by referring to the BJP and its leadership as a 'kati patang' and 'Alice in Blunderland'. The BJP has sought a clarification from him for his attack on the party in a television interview and in newspaper articles.

'I don't want to speak about the political controversy. I will settle it with my party. I will need permission from my party to talk about it,' Shourie said when queried. Instead, he spoke about the Mahabharata and 'how difficult it was being good in times such as these'.

Shourie, who addressed a packed crowd of writers, scholars and book lovers at the American Centre, dwelt on the importance and relevance of Mahabharata and Mahatma Gandhi in 'today's life and politics' at the launch of political commentator and author Gurcharan Das's new book, 'The Difficulty of Being Good: The Subtle Art of Dharma'.

'We have to sensitise ourselves to seek a higher goal. Great men like Ram Krishna Paramhans, Raman Maharishi and Mahatma Gandhi had heightened their sensitivities to such an extent that it was difficult to lie in front of them or practise adharma,' Shourie said.